I wouldn’t have believed it.

What is going on today?
I’m not sure.
But tomorrow is the Monkey Rodeo.

Also, just five weeks left of this summer. At this moment I really don’t know how I feel about it. I’m not happy about it but at the same time I think I could certainly use the distraction.

I wish it was “fuck it”.
I don’t even think it is actually “oh well”, despite all the posturing and practice.
It is more of an, “I care a lot but will pretend to be completely complacent with inevitable disappointment and malcontent”.

Pretty much the same thing, I guess.